*headdesk*

*headdesk headdesk headdesk* sigh....im sorry.....but i really dont see why i keep trying....

This is my Pride!

lol yeah title is referring to reborn right now. Daemon Spade appears! loli have to admit i never saw it coming.....but hell im not the best guesser at stuff like that.
And beside getting caught up with reborn i started reading Psyren from shonen jump in there magazine its pretty good so far.
but in music news ive started listening to barenaked ladies again, ya know one week...was in the digimon movie..yeah they did that lololol. And i have to admit they sound like they may have inspired death cab for cutie..Emily agrees so its not just me =P
Oh im getting Live gold this Saturday. dads taking me while we get my mom her presents so i can go ahead and use it so \m/ WOOT! \m/

um....i eally want to write a story with someone so we can think better and of more stuff..but cam just isnt helping so i think ima give up his idea if he aint going to help...so yeah any one wanna write a story with me just message me or whatev lol.
Oh also the next couple weekend are oing to be epic. Um this weekend is LIVE and Ryan's bday party to go see new narnia movie, and next weekend is the talent show at school and tron legacy saturday for taylors birthday, paying for him and emily lol. but its cool i will have the money.

and i wont post it on here but i have the greatest idea for a present for emily...she knows the first part but the second part has to be a surprise...its hard cause i wanna tell her but it would be funnier and coler if it was kept a surprise.

in other birthday news cam says my party will be wicked..so yeah..i don't want a big party like last time id rather go with some frineds, cam lee amir emily taylor and maybe a few others to subway and marshals again, cause it was the first time i got to hang with them all outside school so...

well i blogged yay for me. i will leave you with a quote from tejb..."Hey there machinama peoples and...To tha face...yeah thats right..."

boom! Headshot

Lol. Well chrch was normal but i got to meet a curious little stuffed owl named edward and ending up taking him home =)...no im not kidding lol.
After church i went to lelands were me, him and ryan played some reach. It was mostly me and leland fighting it out and ryan hidding in corners or jet packing around lol.
Oh wait idk if i said it on my other blog but...I got a cell phone woot. Yeah i mostly text emily, bran and cam lol no one else texts me really soooo =P
Oh and microsoft is giving away free gold this weekedn or till end of month or something to silver members to tis nice. In fact i think ima play some Team Fortress 2 later =P.
well thats all...see you next time.

Quote: "Buck wild...open season!" Reach narrator when me and lee were doing firefight =P

Made me think of a friend

I'd rather hate you for everything you are Than ever love you for something you are not I'd rather you hate me for everything I am Than have you love me for something that I can't It's never enough, it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter who I try to be It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter how I try to taste It's never enough, never never enough I'll never be what you want me to be - Never enough ~ Five Finger Death Punch

Sigh...

Every fucking time...

To the face!

Just got back from lees and chases b day party. played some reach at lees, i kicked butt lolol

im tired but not really ready for bed, parents aren't home woot! lol for now...=(
im so proud of so namny people..lee got his 360, cam well idk what he did, chase is 17, and i got a phone oh yeah lolol
then emily became stronger woot so much awesomeness!
so yeah...im bored...and cold...so yeah...night all

Beloopaloopaloooo!

Lol, so yeah the weeks been going good so far, tomorrows wednesday which means youth group, maybe. Um this saturdayshould be fun chase is having a lser tag party for his b day. THen next month is taylors party full of D&D, and magic the gathering, you know demon worship nerd fest lololol jk, joke at church. minus the yugioh

i really need to wokr on nano but gosh...so freakin lazy haha, and i kinda rather help emilt with hers, causse hers is so much more awesome than mine..haha but ima try and outline some stuff and see what i come up with...wish me luck!

i, once again, find myself listening to crossfades colors, epic song! So anyway i also have plans in place for February 9th a wednesday...also the release date for portal 2..i plan to come home, do chores.then go get my preordered copy and then head to lelands and play it for 4 hours or so...=) then that weekedn take lelands xbox and my portal 2 copy over to emilys so she isn't left out =)

also i wanna write a random pome..but about what....hm...i know! This will be based on this alagory thing we did in comp today, but in poem form

Justice is a man not so humble
at least to those who follow an unjust life
With his iron fist and rightous voice
he fights along side Triuth and Order
to free The fair maiden
Peace
she has been forgotten by man for far to long
todayis the day
That Justice will strike, and break the evil chains
That bind the love of his life,
Jstice and Peace reunited once again

i may have the acctual thing i write which is differnt but i just kinda wanted to expand on the idea

well anyway im tired, and kinda sad for whatever reason so i shall talk to you all later

Quote of the Day: Me: "Hey are you talking to Jenni?"
Leland: "No shes in the shower."
Me:"...with Ben..."
Leland: "Im telling her you said that."
Me: "What she say?"
Leland: "Hold on..."
a moment later after she returned to gmail
Jenni, as recited by Leland: ".....................................Cause its true..."
lololololol...So funny....

Crossfade

The title refers to the band whom which is my new crack. I very much enjoy their new single colors. So beautiful. So i started listening to other songs by them and love them. Sorry if thats random but just go to youtube, look up crossfade colors and listen to it, and then tell me you at least don't like the lyrics.
seriously do it i dare you.

anyway today was good not awkward at all so thank you emily =P.
i did manage to read everything in your POP folder and loved it all, tho the great cookie adventure remains my favorite. So seriously, i loved it haha.

i know..ima write a short story/ excert...hm..i know, this will be based off a new story idea i had while going to the bathroom lololol

The boy with the demon claws:
THe Large basalisk coiled up, fangs barred. His prey moved slowly, circling the monsterpous reptile.
The boy looked no more than 15, with light brown hair and shining silver eyes. HIs fists clenched, sweaty palms inside.
"Damnit." he muttered. The snake seemed to grin, and hissed in a way similar to a laugh. The boy hunter didn't like that. "Screw you."
Blackness spread overthe skin of his fist, boiling over and in a burst of dark energy they became black scaled claws, talons comming from the tips of his fingers.
In a dash of pure grace the teen ran past the basalisk and ran up the wall turning on its vertical surface and pounced off, building speed and a clean cutting sound filled the air and as the hunter rolled across the floor bounding back him, his hands turning back to normal the snake lie bleeding to death.
"Never underestimate a hunter." He spat, pushing up his hornrimmed glasses.

Wow...that was awesome..well bedtime hope you enjoyed my little thingy i just wrote, night all.

well shyt

cats out of the freakin bag..and its ok..so far anyway...
im a little scared at what will happen tomorrow..oh well i guess what happens happens....
i finally started writing a bit more but not much..im such a failure! *sobs* oh well..and aa bunch of my friends ae in AP and junk..i feel like the retard of teh group...0.o
oh well can't help it now i guess
i guess i gotta let this play out..*sigh*
i know ima be depressed tomorrow..*sigh*...

Quote: " Is it right? Is it wrong? You and I!" Falling in hate ~ Five finger death punch
*shrug* its playing so idk

NaNoWriMo has begun 0.o

well i doubt anyone read this any more cept lee...well anyway as the title says nano has begun i am just over 2000 words in woot, i need to get started on my stuff for today but am just not in the mood...i just hope my mini slump/ depression doesn't last cause i wanna be in high spirits at sugoi =)
so yeah...if any of you still read this whats up? lol idk..oh oh Tejb had shirts...that say to tha face..i want one so bad!!
To tha face!!

bow chika wow wow

lol, im watching cloverfield right now on FX, Just got done messing with lee on minecraft servers he is now talking to max. I am bored out of my mind tho haha. I wanna play halo but i wanna be near a PC to talk with lee i get lonely lol.
i sadly don't have Reach yet, i need to wait till chase gets his bundle which amazon is the only place he can so thats another 2 weeks minimum *sigh*why wait on him you ask..im getting my copy from his bundle for like 50 bucks lololol

in other good news Sugoicon is 17 days away woot!
also i need to find a redheaded =girlfriend..for whatever reason my mom hates them ya know red heads..so i need a red haired girl friend =)

Quote- "No don't touch my Sheryl!" ~ Sabrina talking about her new laptop lol

Well i wish

i wish i could have my latest poem for you, ya know the one Emily, you saw me wearing a tutu and dancing..*sigh* anyway I'll have it up later
Well more and more crap is spiraling downward around me and once again i can't do crap about it. I care so much for my friend i want to be there for them be a shoulder to cry on, and hand to lift them up and a smile to lift their spirits...but I'm as blind as a puppy. I guess all i can do is pray, and try to keep going...too all my friends who read this no matter what your going through don't give up cause me and your other friends are here for ya, friends are a second family so don't think for one second were not here for you...=)

Yipee Kai Yay Mother F*****!

Yep, watchin Die hard, one of the greatest movies of all time.
So we didn't go to sheumers, lelands dad was all grr no! so yeah. So leland came over we sparred with are swords, i won them all of course lol. Then we went inside to duel i won again, then we played a bit of halo before we left. All in all a fun time. I also talked to emily and bra a lot more this weekend. Sempai Emily taught me much about japanese culture. =) Or would it be sensei emily? yeah sensei,. what ev. Pedobear aprroves! lol jk jk.
I also have a poem for you guys and girls to comment on.

Why oh why do I?
Happy times have come and gone.
Sad times have come again.
Why oh why
Can't I get you off my mind
Why oh why
Can't i forget your smile?
That twinkle in your eyes
Oh how it haunts me even now
Why oh why
Do I still hear you laugh
Why oh why
Do i still taste you on my lips
Why oh why
Is it every time i close my eyes
I see you standing there, smiling at me?


Oh also, im thinking about doing that Valdito thing for nano, or at least the middle part idk, we'll see. Comment on me your thoughs on what i should do for nano....

Quote: "Only someone foolish enough to love a girl like that can be called my son. You truly are a Son of Chaos."

woot!

Thank you giggles for Finlay posting on your blog =)
Anyway, my space bar is all bleh so if there are spots with out spaces, sorry. Lelands was fun. Dueled cam, kicked his ass....and beat lee but he wasn't feeling it so. Can't wait for tomorrow, i shall win!! hopefully. So right now, since i couldn't stay to watch iron man 2 =( i am eating Doritos and drinking OJ, so good! Listening to 5FDP, epic. Um and i was just really happy today. Felt good, i don't know why. Also i like my intuition. Ya see, when im chatting with a friend i hear their voice in my head, and see their face. And when they said hi and just a few lines, i could feel something was up. they didn't tell me or really do anything abnormal. I just felt it....and i took a chance and asked if they were ok. They were just thinking and were a little mad and annoyed and stuff. so i talked to them for a while and idk...i just feel good when i can talk to my friends and know they trust me enough, and know that i am there for them. So thank you to all my friends who've trusted me. Im glad i could be there for you. =) Also, i know you said it's ok, but i have to say...Im sorry i made your cry, i didn't mean to!

This sore throat sucks! I can't stop coughing, cough drops don't work anymore, and my headaches keeps coming back...*sigh* Oh The Office started back up. Been pretty good so far. It's gonna suck when Michael leaves tho....
Oh also i can't wait for Taylor bday, he says if he can he's gonna have us all over for a night of Magic the gathering and d&d =)

Quote: HAX! (sorry didn't know what else to put)

Storm vs Lightning...so far (not edited fully yet)

The small baby hit man Reborn led the two guardians of storm and lightning to the Dojo. “Tell me again why we have to fight each other?” Asked Cain, the storm guardian, uneasy about fighting a friend. “Its simple really. You two can work well together. Thus you must know each others limits, strengths and weaknesses.
No better way then fighting each other to your best abilities.” The little hit man grinned under his fedora. A small green
gecko named Leon slept lazily on the side of the brim. Jason smiled and patted Cain on the back. “Don’t worry I won’t beat you up to much.” Grinning Jason continued hands
in his pocket. His box weapon dangling from a chain on his belt loops. On his left hip rest a long sword in its scabard. On
his back a simple round shield. His choice of weapons. Cain signed and murmured to Jason’s remark. Slowly putting on old and torn gloves. They looked to be brown leather
with patches on them. Reborn opened the doors and they entered a large white room. “Hurry to your corners. I’ll be a
referee.” The baby said. The two friends exchanged nods and went to opposite sides. Jason took out his shield and focused.
The front of his shield burst into a light blue flame. Its main body leading to large spikes of flames. Then On the outsides
of the shield a green lightning appeared. These two flames were the dying will flames of Jason the Valdito Family's lightning
guardian. He drew his swords and it sparked to life with lightning, the green flame was the strongest of the seven sky flames
and made his sword impossible to break. On the other end Cain focused his will into his gloves and in a flash of red and violet his gloves became black
gloves with sliver rings on the back, his left hand had a red stone in the ring. While his right had a violet stone. The red
gem had a minus sign in sliver on it, while the cloud had a plus sign. Each giving off the same color flame as the stone. Red
was storm, the flame of destruction. The violet the Cloud flame, the flame of absorption. The stared at one another for a solid minute, waiting for the Tutor(Reborn was a Tutor to the the Vongola Decimo
boss, Tsunayoshi Sawada) to start the fight. “Begin!” Releasing the flames from his palms Cain rushed Jason. Taking a single step forward with his left foot he held his
shield and blocked the blow from Cain’s left punch, the rain flame splashed over Cain. And quickly Jason spun on his left
foot and around to Cain’s right bringing blade the blade up. Blocking with his hand the sword hit the gem, and the Cloud
flame absorbed the blow and a small violet shield made of cloud flame grew. Jason swore and backed up. Focusing his will, Cain shot a small ball of storm flame. The lightning guardian simple
swatted it out of the air with his long sword. Sparks went of the blade as it made contact. Taking a sideways stance, his
right hip facing Cain, Jason dashed forward his shield jetting him across the gap. His sword, lightning pulsed along the
blade, and thrust is forward. Cain adapted and manipulating the cloud flame made a gauntlet and parried the blow then sending
a blast from his left hand to follow up. Jason saw it coming smashing his shield into the ground he unleashed rain and
lightning flame to jet up. His lightning flame on his sword became more solid and soon his blade was greene sparks crackling
off. As he floated above the storm guardian he shot a bolt of lightning from the weapon. The storm guardian barely managed to
block it, but the impact still sent him flying. Jason used the calming effect of the rain flame to float down safely. “You see buddy, When you attacked me, the rain flame slowed you down. As it is the flame of tranquility and calm.
Your reactions became just slow enough.” Smiling Jason knelt and placed his shield in front of him. “Ha, should have known. Well I’m guessing you already know that I using the clouds absorbing powers to grow when it
took the blow?” “Of course, it would make sense with that stupid addition sign on it.” The lightning guardian spit his tongue out at
Cain who simple laughed it off. “No fooling around, keep fighting.” Yelled the Tutor. “Wait, I have a question, why didn’t my storm flame destroy your rain flames…?” “Please notice the second flame.” The lightning sparked all across the shield. “Darn, its protecting it from other flamers while still letting it be used. Very nice. That one will be hard to
beat.” He smiled the gathered a large ball of storm flame and smashed it into his right glove. The cloud absorbed the blow
and the shield of violet flame grew bigger. “What!” “Hm, that’s right I don’t need to take blows from you.” He then sped forward and just before reaching him rose up
into the air. And as Jason’s eyes followed he sent a volley of flame. Raising his shield Jason blocked those that would have
hit him. The others fell about him setting the floor ablaze. Cain dropped and smashed into the shield with his violet
gauntlet of flames and as it absorbed the flames of lightning as it sent bolts to deflect the cloud flame, it became larger
and larger. The lightning guardian had to act fast. Moving the shield to the side only a bit he thrust up, and as it grazed
Cain’s arm it sent sparks out and knocked him off. And before he could land Jason rushed at him. Raising his sword he sent a bolt out. Shaping the cloud flames Cain curled up and formed a small shield that took on the
bolt, but the bolt was tp strong and riped the cloud flame, they could only take on so much and So Cain’s shoulder hit the
ground. Luckily his was spinning and it only bruised. The two warriors stood. Eyes locked. “Your good.” Said Cain. “Yeah, you too man. But now, lets get this really started.” He reached down, and with his left hand grabbed the small
box from his chain. He unhooked it and held it up. Cain reached inside his over coat and grabbed two also. One purple and the
other red. Jason’s was green. The storm guardian had two rings one on each on his hands. On his left hand he had a silver
class ring with a ruby in it. He lit it with the storm flame and a small red flame wavered. On his right hand a simple silver
ring with a square top which had a lower case lambda on it (a Greek L) in it was lit with a cloud flame. He inserted the
rings into the boxes, which had small holes on one side. Jason lit a similar class ring except with an emerald and lightning
flame. The boxes opened, two balls of flame came from Cain’s boxes. Two small ferrets were summoned. One with red flaming
paws, tail and collar, Harold. The other, Jess, had purple flames. Jason’s box opened and as the flame cleared a baby armadillo laid on the floor, still sleeping, small green sparks
running down its back. “Come on wake up Tex, we got to fight.” The little animal's eyes blinked. After stretching it finally
stood watching Cain’s ferrets carefully. “Now, shall we begin the real fight?” Cain asked. “Bring it.” Replied the lightning guardian, Cain's ferrest and Jason's amradillo's eyes met, and became serious. To Reborn it was going great, they matched blow for blow but now that they had their box animals out anything could
happen. In fact he had yet to see any of the guardians cambio forms yet. Tex roled upinto a ball bouncing up, lighting
pulsing over her shell. "Good, attack formation Tex." The Armadillo shot off toward Cain. Jess, the cloud ferret jumped and
blocked the hit and latched on to the animal. As it absorbed flames it jumped off. The violet flames on its body grew. Then
they detatched and started form ing another little ferrets. "Good work Jess, thats my girl." Smiling the storm guardian admired his animals power. The ability to take flames its taken
and make copies of itself. The ferret jumped on the storm ferrets back and taking flames created two more clones. Harold
then growled and attacked Jason."Tex, defense formation." Coming back around it blocked the hit from Harold. Who attacked again. Tex was to slow, Jason
ddged the small rodent then dashed forward and sent bolts at the clones over loading them and destroying then. He then
slashed at Cain who blocked with his right and the shield grew. Behind them Tex blocked Harold's advances. While Jess went to
help her brother.

A longer poem than the last

Golden Locks By Me
Hands of gentle and delicate
Grasp my heart
Squeeze and squeeze
The life from me
Every day, my heart
Breaks more and more
Her golden Locks
Stone grey eyes
Love born again
But, my hearts still break away
From one another
And yet, Love endures
Forever oh evermore
Or does it?
You tell me
My love lost
Is our passion forgotten?
Or should i move on
To she with Golden locks
Eyes of grey, and hands of gentle and delicate?

So glad i starting writing again =)

random short poem

Stone grey eyes
Golden locks
Love burns once gain
But, hearts break anyway - Me

Quote: "I could break my heart a thousand times over, without even moving." - Me, leland says it beautiful don't know why but *shrugs*

blah blah blah

well its tuesday morning, cold outside, and i have a sore throat....damn. I hate my sore thoats cause they rareely come with a fever and always hurt. PLus they always stick aorund for a month or longer. *sigh* i hope im lucky enough to get rid of this junk before saturday, we're going to a tourney that day and grr!

also homecoming was boring and i was depressed afterwards, well mostly anyway. Dinner was good, i danced some, and got a few hugs. so i guess i can't complain to much lol.

We, as in me, lee, cam and bran all went to the library to meet with michael for his brithday, cuase he wanted to have a fun time dueling so awesome! Also got to meet the new kid Pete camerons been telling me about, good duelst if i say so.
got some blackwing cards from bran and omg! love it, made a crappy 30 card deck with it and it beasted my dinos and morphs very epic =)
well g2g soon to catch the bus...*sigh* anyway, please pray this sore throat gets cleared up, god bless

Quote: Standing around awkward while every one else duel, leland pulls up a chair. "Ima play metroid now."
me: "really?"
Lee: Hey, i figured id get bored at some point"

HOw did this happen?

Well, i wasn't planning on going to homecoming tommorrow, even though a lot of people have asked me....and well Jess asked me if i was going and it confused me. Because i figured if anyone wnated to have a nice double date it would have been her, just her, leland and tay and em, no other people but i guess not lol. And besides sean and bran are going to...i need to talk to leland about that. Anyway im haveing trouble starting the Valdito Chronicles so i started by haveing a fight secene that would come later and start in the middle...idk.
Anyway i won't be able to have the foods be cause i have no $$$ =( oh well i'll eat before hand no biggy.
HM....what else...what else...oh i bought a power tool dragon tin at walmart. Got a power tool and ancient fairy dragon very nice as well as some equips perfect for my morphtronics and and junk box card. well i guess thats all for now...sorry i don't write more

Quote: "Now, I'm not gay. But i've never been tested like this before." - Cameron

hola!

well good job lee.Sinc eyou made such a wondeful post i decided to make onetoo lol. Welll i just got home and am now eating some ok chicken strips mom made. Well anyway i finnally got an emailback from a friend, and while some part of me was sad, i undertsand what she was saying and i felt good this morning, it just went down hill tho. I don't know what it is but i keep getting sad. Or heck mayb i know what it is but don't wanna adit it...>.>

well i hope to go to Mr. Skill'shouse this weeend to play Reach, since i won't get it till next month. Should be epic. I beat KH2 on standrd last night, i know i know not a big accompishment but hey. Hm what else what else...

Oh i cannot hang out on weekdays now...yeah it sucks. And my mom will barely let me d anything on the weekends. Saying i always wanna go somewhere. Well duh! i don't get to do anything on weekdays what the heck does she excpect!.....also my mind keeps jumping to conclusions and making assumptions that i would iketo appen butin the end would ruin friendships etc. so blarg!

If you really wanna know about that just message me and i can explain, though most already know about. Anyway i still have A's and B's for how long? idk. oh also its fun messing with my dog =)

quote of the day:
"Hey casey!" *turns around to see hand in face* "HALO REACH!"

sometimes being the good duy sucks.....

i don't feel like talking about this on the blog but basicly always being modest and kind and selfless is being a pain in the ass.....im not a selfish person by nature and i hate it when i catchh myself acting taht way. But right now im just grr!
I wish being patient and waiting would help but i have a feeling waiting isn't gonna cut it anymore. But the thing is theres nothing for me to go at, or anything. Im at a lost, heck aren't we all?
anyway im hopeing to get started on this fanfic soon, the begining is just...blah so....im listening to a bucnh of metal to get my mind of this sadness and anger.

MWuhahahaha

I hope this goes well....well not only that but also the other thing...
i just need to talk to a few other people about their wepons and animals and it will be good....
well...thats all

I have found the wonders....

The wonders...of hotpockets! lol. Ok i was at lelands and he made me a hot pocket, and....it was awesoem!. So my dad bought me some, only two pack grr, and i had one this morining and am now eating one for lunch....wonder if i'll die? lol Ok basicly nano is in november, so i can't work on my story for that, soo ive been thinking up a reborn fanfic with out mafia in it, i think it will be pretty good, i just hope i can write more than one lousy chapter! Well as some of you may know i am trying to get to know [insert girls name here] better so i can ask her out, but i barely see her and no one i know either knows her well enough (anyone i want to talk to anyway) and i don't think i have nayone in her classes to do recon...grr! o well, wish me luck

Good times...good times

Well the first week was pretty cool. My teachers are pretty cool for the most part. Erwin is as funny as ever, my comp (writing) teacher is awesome! She likes the office and glee! so cool, hm and other than that my teahcers are all pretty coool, oh my study hall teacher allows us to listen to our ipods thats cool, hm...what else....oh i'm gonna make sure i sit with emily, taylor and Rachel and all them from now on haha.

Taylors party was fun, rachel plays yugioh! haha. We swam only a bit, got some good bow chicka wow wow stuff in there haa. Hm oh and Jeremy brought some storage thing with a terabyte full of movies, we watched Kick Ass great movie! um...Titan A.E and then they were watching Lion King when me and Lee had to leave.

I just got back from church with lee, it was fun, hes finally ungrounded so me and him are gonna brawl with mx sometime soon i hope. Oh i gave rachel my number so i hope she calls here in the next week for a party cause i am gonna try and help her fight sephiroth =) can't wait...oh i also began bioshock again on easy of course haha.\

Oh rachel told me she want to help make consoles and stuff i think it would be awesome if i could write the story for a game cause i love writing=)

Ok well i guess that all for now, see ya next time!

Quote: "Hand Check!" Everyone haha oh and "Head check!" lol, good times good times...

school....sigh

Well first couple days were ok. I have chase in my first period, and in 2nd i have film theory, which were watching plan 9 from outer space, i like it lol, and then 3rd is math with taylor, then lunch then study hall, sociology, teacher is whacky as shiz!, and i get to see taylor, chase and scott in comp (writing) and then i get to spend spanish with abbunch of immature freshman grrr

oh well, and theres only like three people i like in my lunch every one else is in 2nd, grr...ok end of rant to lazt to write more sorry

how did that happen?

well about a month ago i expected the lions festival to be depressing for a certain reason, but it was fun! we hung out at the playground, got some good food, dueld alot, i was the guy who went to get the lazy peoples food, and such. And i got to ride in jeremys van that was awesome lol

well tomorrows school, grr, but i am going to brans here soon so, but like half the people aren't coming! cause something happened wity lee, not too sure but it hink sabrina's sick, and if she is i wish her well, and then jess had voleeyball Bleh!
oh well, i just hope my schedule isn;'t fed up cause i have to help some new freshman friends and it willl be hard if i am worried aout my crap, well i guess thats all i care to say right now. oh and even though lee already did it
HI MAX! whos my newest friend from Lees church =)

Quote of the day: "Oh no lelands a rapest and he made us follow him into a dark field oh no!" Ben when me him and lee alwent out to find the others but when they wern't there Ben said this...and it was pretty funny.

nano character templates

well for whatever reason it isn't letting me copy and paste so blah! for hose know what i'm talking about i'll just email you or meessage you, other wise i have nothing to say except red vs blue rocks!

YAWN!

morning/ afternoon. it is 1:35pm my time, and i've been up maybe an hour or so. Anyway yugioh was fun, got some good cards and one for free lol. But i mayb have to try out this card shop bran is bugging me about some time. but not next weekend, cause thats lions club festival. *sigh* which would have been one of my most happy weekend but things happened since then so blah!

Anyway after i get them done i will be posting a few of my character templates for my nano story. Hpe lee and Em enjoy their characters.

Well until then this is Chaos signing off....lol.

Random quote of the day.:
No no, you see thats not enough for that deck. Throw n some hand and blow jobs and we can talk." Some guy at the yugioh tuornament when these two other guys were trading for a deck. LOLZ!!!

name and template change

if you didn't notice i changed my template a abckground and my name. I used to be seeker of peace andam now what i am also known as on Roleplaying homebase, son of chaos =) real ironic huh lol

It time to D-d-d-d-duel!!

Yep tomorrows the small yugioh tournament at bell book and comics. Lelands dad is taking me and him there after church. I powered up my Gemini deck to use and Leland is using his battery man deck. I can't wait. He was allowed on tonight for homework and so we talked about that and other things.
Oh and i also think EMILY need to get on here and make some more blog posts, little miss procrastinator! =P

Well i am very close to finishing Jason Storms template for my nanowrimo story, and have beguin a few of the other characters.

Well my For whom the bell tolls rp, based on the midnighters series and the song by metallica is off to a very good start. i just need a few more darklings and asign a darkling king and were done. I also put up the idea for a zombieland rp, hope people like it. Anyway for those asking where i rp, not that anyone asks but ya know i go to http://www.z10.invisionfree.com/roleplaying_homebase
please stop by and take a look, maybe join, name in Son of Chaos

Ok any one going to do nanowrimo?? For those people who are like WHA!! its short for national novel writing month, which is in November. From nov 1 -30th you have those thirty days to write a novel of at least 500 thousand words, its hard unless you get started on plots early, but you can't write actual story until nov 1st. I still need a name for my story, for those interested drop em a comment and i can explain some of the plot to you if ya wanna help me with a title or wanna read it later in November. Which will also be posted on the rping site mentioned above.

Random Quote of the day:
"Boobs are a bonus that come and go." - Person not wishing to be mentioned.

Pool partay!

today was Taylors pool party. It was pretty fun. jeramy hugged and wrestled alex, lol. We watched zombieland, funny movie! um....i got to see some more friends like tay and rachel i haven't seen all summer. And got to just ahve a fun time. Leland and i descussed more ideas for my nano and emily is satisfied with my choice fr her weapon. =)

But....i have to admit i'm just really confused on what i should do...leland knows hwat i eman. I mean i wanna just let it be and move on but grr....well we shall see i guess...anyway i don't feel like ranting to much more so i'll end with this quote from te office

Jim: "Well, you always left me satisfied and smiling."
Michael: "mmm....Thats what she said! Haha"

Well well, we meet again!

Well any way i got bored a few days ago, and didn't feel like playing portal...again, and didn't wanna bother with half life, but after a few days ofcoaxing leland got to come over and we played it...and ow i'm hooked lol. Also i wanna make a Hazard suit.
Well, anyway, i've been playing yugioh almost non stop haha, i have bettered my earth, fairy, and gemini deck and even made a crap of a normal deck haha.

I've been going to church with leland and his family on sundays now, and its been fun, got to meet some nice people, and become better friends with not only leland but sabrina too. And also went to a picnic lol. Next week we are hoping to go to a small tornament for yugioh just to see how much we suck =P.

Well other than maybe going to the greene tomorrow and catching up with scottie nothing else is going on except some confusion on where i should be going and what i should be doing with this whole being single thing....leland says do't give up...and well....i don't have but a couple other friend whose opinion on this matters....

oh and also....never play capture the princess in the dark....bad things hppened and i almost shut my self off....and i am so sorry for what happened....

oh and Pam and Jim forever!!! <3

Code geass: Alexander The Great

Ok, as a ouple of you may know i've finally started my code geass fanfic, i will post the url at the bottom.
Ok so last friday i went over to Lelands and played some snes while waiting for Em's to show up and when she did, the game crashed which is funny. But anyways we showed her the nerdtastic movie that is Tron, she wasn't impressed but she will respect it more when Tron: Legacy comes out in December.
Any one else gonna go see it??
Well anyway i finally got some more weird Al on my ipod haha love that guy.
Well certain thing, at least i think, are looking up, leland knows what im talkin about. But who knows.

So i was watching DBZon nicktoons, and well there still in the Frieza saga..and thats boring so i skipped ahead online and just finished the Trunks arc, and next is the Android saga!!!!
And Trunks is my all
time fav character future and present versions (DBZ fans know what i just said) anyway i have to go do my therapy for my knee, and then work (clean) grr ... ooh wait...ah nope i thought the mail was here.

ok here's that link: Code Geass: Alexander the great i'll be sure to post on her when i post, i chose this mainly because it has the edited chapter one, thanks Leland for the help with that btw, anyway ttyl

I have the best friends in the world....no really....

First off sorry its a little late but well after my surgery Cameron leland and Giggles am over with candy, cookies and some really nice flowers. Thank you all so much!
I have eaten all the Reese cups and have begun devouring the snickers. i sadly ahve yet to eat any cookies. i;'ll get on it i swear. And i need to take pics of the flowers before they rot or something

Ok first leland your awesome cause you got me into portal (along with Emily) code geass and bioshock after talkinga bout it so freaking much! And we've had some fun in your basement with brawl, halo, and a bunch of crap

To Emily you one of the only friends i have that are girls besides the two Jess's i know. Your undoubtedly the most perverted which is a win and you love my hair sleeked back haha

and Cameron the one i've known the longest and got him into anime and manga pretty much =P thanks for always being there.

And to all those i'm to lazy to mention i love you all =)

surgery

it went well. Doc said the cartilage is already healing back...which is rare so yeah! I should be on crutches anywhere between two to three weeks.
OK so the season three premiere of leverage is on tonight...i can't wait its gonna be great!!
So in that spirit here's a quote from Leverage Season ones first e[episode. The Nigerian Job.- " What the Hells a Sophie?" - Eliot Spencer

grrr...

Well this friday i'm having my knee surgery so wish me luck =P
I should hopefully be getting an itunes card today so i can get music =)
Other than that not much is going on...>.> if there is i'll post later

Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann!!!

I have finished Gurren Lagann the other week. Thank you ban for getting started and emilt for reminding him to remind him of it.
I am now started on the anime Fate/ Stay Night. I also have begun my RP's again and have one in the ploting, i'll pm you more if ya want Midnight (she knows who she is haha)
Anyway i g2g to bed grr, so remember Reject common sence to mka ethe impossable possable for that is Team Dai-Gurrens way!!!
GURREN LAGANN GIGA DRILL BREAK!!!

well well Mr. Freedman

Well, as leland says it is true i do fill a bikini better than the girls haha =P
and well i beat portal in just over two hours, and started half life 2, not too bad, story is confising but interesting.
Need to start the notes and crap for the avatar fan fic now i have peoples names figured out and a basic story plot thought up. if any of you wanna know more and wanna help please feel free to ask at school, on aim or on a comment here
so anyway i', watching live free die hard, love this movie haha
and i can't wait for august i shoul be off crutches by then so i should be able to hang with my friends =)

Quote of the day:
""Remember, Apeture scinense bring yout daughter to work day, is the perfect time to have her tested." GLaDoS in Portal, don't know which chamber tho...haha

Grrr...

*Looks around for viruses....* good little bastards...*puts away shotgun*
ok those of you who i know in life and at school know i am planning an Avatar: The last airbender fanfic. The names and bending goes as this so far
Emily is Kylie and is a water bender
Jessica is unknown and a water bender
leland is Keeyo and is also a fraking water bender..but in the souther tribe so haha
cam is Kuzon (yes thats a character in the show he's named after him) and a fire bender
i am Yobi and an earthbender
the avatar is yet to be named but starts as an eartjh bender (since the avatar starting element goes in a cycle, it is two generations past thus an earth bender.)
nathan (a friend of mine) is air cept hes old and a baddass
Amir is the evil air bender who joins with the new black lotus order (obvious the evil opisate version of the white lotus order)
and Matt is the evil prince who starts the black lotus order his uncle started and soon becomes its new leader
and thats it so far for people we know..oh and Brandon is a mischivieous Lemur who is also perverted haha

well..thats all folks

Quote of the day:
Sokka: Have i ever told you how sweet it is you created metalbending?
Toph: you could care to mention it more often

Best Friday EVER!!!....so far haha

OK...my plan for today went liek this: Get through teh school day happy and excited to go to lelands. Go to lelands and play some chess quiet and knowlegable. Then portal an iintense puzzle fps...amziong i know. The n maybe just hang out and then go home and play halo or some junk (darn you leland and your habits)
Thsi is how it actially went. I wa shappy ajd day was moving fast. By lunch i felt like killing some people...a few friends were just pissing me off and i heard emily was coming over..at first i was WTF...but then i remembered that emily is nice and fiunny and ya knwo...a good person and shes a perv so that just adds to te win!. So i was ok..but still mad at some other friends, and went throught the day kinda pissed. When we finally got to lelands we had some frozen yogart YUM!. then played chess beat leland in like 6 moves awesome sauce. then he beat me cause emilt kept stealing pieces >.< but anyway after an hour to load i played some portal all thanks to the help of emily (Thank you Giggles!) and saw leland beat the intense last level in like 20 minutes and sorta sung the theme, then we played in the water hose out side until lke eight. and now i'ma wear my hair back every day ion the summer =) And now i'm going to edit sabrinas semi yoai..sigh haha but its a piece of literature so haha.
So yeah i'm going to get the new green white magic deck haha TOTEM POWER! haha then next friday may be more awesome..ima get portal mwuhahaha...so yeah two awesome weekends in a row.
Random Quote of the day: "Look up!" NO down" "No that way" No shoot, no not there there" No now tyhat way go go go ah ya missed it!" Blarg" Leland and emilt yelling at me while playing portal *innocent smile*

The War is upon us...

His horse is known as Ruin. he is the red horseman of red. War. Next is the black horseman...Famine. Then omes Pesilence and sickness. They are dead. Finally comes the white horseman. The last thing man can face....death.
Watchin supernatural thats what i'mm getting it off of haha.
Tmorrow is Portal day with leland can't wait.
Beast Jessany at chess twice =) today so yeah. Not much else to post cept i may be setting up a vote on which of themany story ideas to work on for the next....how ever long i feel like writing story iea haha.
Quote ofthe Day- Chase-"Get the hell away from me.!" Me- "F**k you this is America!" =)

Wanna know about my day today? well to bad i don't feel like ranting

So here are some poems i've done =)
The Warrior
I stood
The lush green meadow surrounds me
My heart pounds in my chest
As my enemy encloses around me
I draw my sword,
A katana
They grin simultaneously
Unveiling there weapons
I close my eyes,
I opening my mind,
I can sense them coming,
I duck,
Sidestep
Jump
And slash….he is down, four more
I reflect an attack at my arm, and pierce his chest,
Two down
They charge, I spin
One left,
Grief spreads inside me
He is my brother,
We charge
As I hesitate, he does not…
And in the end
Only one is left,
Not my brother,
Not me,
But death,
He is all that remains.
　
Divided
They say,
United We Stand,
Divided We Fall.
Then Fall I Shall,
For I Stand Divided,
Divided From The Majority,
I am My Own Group,
I Think On My Own,
And Don’t Need To Do What Is “Popular” To Be
Because Being Divided Makes Me Unique,
Therefore I Am
　
Heart Reborn
Wounds
Of past misfortune
Burdened
Over my darkened heart.
Deaths
Of friends past
Stab, and strike
My burnt heart
Light
Shines, brightening, and giving life
To my golden heart
Door to my Heart
My hearts door was open
Filling it with the emotions
That come with pain,
Anger
Hate
Misery
and even guilt
The lies boiled over
Fueled by the heat of anger
The darkness of misery and hate
Faded and the guilt subsided
The pain gone
My heart
Full of light once more
Fueled by your smile
The emotions of happiness and a calm peace filled
Such a heart as mine
The door to my heart was
Closed and locked,
The key
Given to you
The gatekeeper of my heart
Feel of Love
Fingers touch
Static shocks
Blood flows
Heart beats,
Faster
Harder
I feel it
Your nervousness
Flows into me
We cuddle
I feel it
Your heart
In rhythm with mine
I feel it
The feel of love
That can never
Ever be forgotten
　
First Kiss
We hug
Our arms tighten
In our loving embrace
Our lips touch
Our First Kiss complete
　The Sky
The Clouds gather
The Storms Provoke
The Rains Downpour
The Lightning Strike
The Mist Blinds
The Sun Shines
The Sky Binds
The Lines
Rings Gather
Flames ignite
Boxes muster
Battle Tonight
The Guardians Unite
The Sky is strong
The Life of My Heart
Lips curled, cheeks red
Eyes sparkling with joy
I had found her
Held her and cared for her
Would have given my life for her
The black night gripped me and pulled me down
That day she said goodbye
Left for dead, heart shattered and blackened
The red hot hate left me blind.
I stood alone, in a dark corridor, black as my heart
I walk along the cold stone floor, blind even from blackness as red hate burned my vision
As the flame faded, embers left to seethe and hiss
The dim light of a friend, one I had never met, but knew so well
A light, now bright warmed the stone floors, my heart white, and hot as the sun
The blackness has faded, shadows left behind.
I stand waiting and waiting, and waiting for her
My bright heart, casting shadows across my soul
As the shadows return, I am left behind
My heart shattered, broken and black again
“NO!”
I scream
I refuse to be lost
I continue on to the light
And chase away the shadows
As my heart of white keeps the demons away
I continue to wait
Awaiting her return, my heart open for her
For her to stay
Inside this Heart ‘O mine.
Once Again
The cold steelit pierces my heart
I wait for the blood to spill
It comes not
The blade is an emotional one
The pain is real
My heart is torn
Once again.
Once again
I am alone (( Hope you enjoyed them))

Well....that was entertaining....

In the words of my friend leland...That was entertaining. Last night kinda made my day suck alot less. I had to walk around a store for like 2 hours. But when we got hom i got to add a few cards to some of my Magic decks and made a black one mwuhahahaha!
Anyway after getting on this here crappy computer of mine i saw leland was on AIM and talked to him then this little chat room comes up and i join. No idea who most of them were. Then it turns out to be [pretty much all my other friends. Whish they would have told me they know my AIM =)
then one of there old friends that i hade the plessure of meeting at last years Sugoi came on.
So apparently since i freak out and cry when she yells, and since i warned leland not to hug her, i understand her, and did it quickly. Yay me!
Any way I don't wanna go to school...i liked actually doing something this weekend and nowi have to go study and stuff. Oh well, at least my sore throat is gone

Quote of the day: "...*sigh*...I quit"- Emilyy (also known as Giggle) while playing Portal and talking to us on chat. She was on like level 7 tho so its not like she was on level one =)

How to Train your...Leland!!

ok beside the name of the post, i went with Le;and, Jess, Cam and Amir to see How to train your dragon. Besides being a kid movie, and in 3D (which i don't care for) it was a really good movie. i encourage you to see it its also a good moving for teching younger kids good morals.
Well before that i was at lelands and got the chance to play Portal for PC...Holy *insert cuss word here* it was EPIC!!!!
I even understood the concept of the portal and how it wokred, which took jess and emily longer haha. I can't wait till i can go over again to play it.
On my last note, i can't wait for next weekend cause i'm saving up my money to buy a new Rise of Eldrazi structure deck for magic the gathering. That reminds me i need to get the headset and card to Brandon...haha

Quote of the day:
" Hey you guys wanna go check out the Sumo SLammers movie. theres a showing just a couple blocks away." Ben
"You are either the bravest man, or the stupidest." Kevin This is after Ben embarrased Jullie at her pro tennis match then wants to leave to see a movie, haha. Ben 10 Ultimate Alien Episode two: Dumped.

My first post

ZOMG i have now made a blog. Too bad only like 3 people will read it. Oh well. I'd like to start off by saying i am friends with Zoidmania (another user of this blog site) i am known as Casey, casey casem, and lastly richard. Any will do, or simply the seeker.
First off i'd like to say that i am ready the sword of truth series right now, on book five souls of the fire. The seeker of truth is the main cgharacter, and i have made my self the seeker of peace. I know kinda chliche(sp?)
Well i have to go watch the new episode of smallville right now, post later.