Murmur

I am very excited for christmas, even though Gab isn't feeling that well i pray she gets better by thursday cause i really want her to meet my family. But if she isn't then ill just hand out at her place most of the day then xD. I can't wait for her to see what i got her. And her parents too. i got them each something but they don't know that yet. Then the other day it dawned on me, im gonna get stuff too. I was literally so excited about giving presents it never crossed my mind to be excited about getting something. Thats the christmas spirit at work i guess. any way two more days of work then hopefully mom doesnt decide to be a poop and lets me stay the night at gabs, her dad works on christmas, real early so they offered me to stay over on eve so i could get up with them. If i can't stay ove rthen ill just get up at o dark thirty and drive over xD
ya know with 4 hours of sleep and possible icy roads...thanks Mom xD

Dio dia la sua pace

I write this only so that i won't forget. Last night she cried, she felt afraid to open up for fear that i would be repulsed or scared off. She believes she is too messed up for me. I know this only cause her mother texted me after the other phone died. So i told them one of my struggles...my heart ache and how it became so broken. Only one other person knows about that.
She is broken, but so am I. Even a beautiful puzzle is made of many pieces, i hope we can make something beautiful from our brokeness.
I truely believe that it is the work of Satan putting these thoughts in our heads, yes our heads, i have fears too. I worry almost constantly. But that just further proves how much god approves of us if his nemesis is working so hard to pull us apart.
One day she will open up, she will spill her guts, break down in tears, anger, fear and God knows what else, but i want to be there by her side. I just pray God gives me the peace to deal with it, and also that he can give her peace when i break down.


Psalms 147:3
He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds

He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. - See more at: http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Brokenness#sthash.CPkRBOTN.dpuf

He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. - See more at: http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Brokenness#sthash.CPkRBOTN.dpuf

He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. - See more at: http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Brokenness#sthash.CPkRBOTN.dpuf

He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. - See more at: http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Brokenness#sthash.CPkRBOTN.dpuf

He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. - See more at: http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Brokenness#sthash.CPkRBOTN.dpuf

Really wish I could stop thinking this way...the past realy does haunt you huh.

honeyglow

The simple spark sprouted into a beautiful blue flamr with a hazel gold center. It swayed slowly back and forth, I couldn't help but grin. It was heartwarming knowing that something as simple as a candle flame could be so beautiful and bring him so much joy. And I couldn't help but feel like the flame was smiling back at me.

ONE. MORE. WEEK

I WILL BECOME LEGEND!

For the Greater Good, again!

Heeres an updated tau army list cause i can, and to keep track, also i finished season two of buffy the vampire slayer, man i love netflix.

Tau Army List  2000 (yeah exactly! Suck on that GW!)

HQ: Farsight Enclave 724

Farsight 165

7 body guards without bonding knives 224

Addons    300

Misslpod x6 90

Plasma rifles x6 90

Dual Flamers 10
OGNAER gauntlet 5

Multi spectrum and command and control node 35

Stimulant injectorsx7 105

Troops: Devils Troops 654

3x12 Fire team w/ bonding knives  360

3 devilfish  258

Addon 18

Blacksun 3

Sensor 15

Elites:

Fast Attack:  308

Sunshark Bomber  168

Addon

Twin linked misslepods 5

Decoy launchers 3

2x5 markerlight drones  140

Heavy support:  314

2 hammerheads 314

Addon

Disruption pods  30

Two seekers each  32

Blacksun on both 2

PS4-Prelude

So over the past couple weeks i've been saving up for a Playstation 4. Putting 100 then 125 on gamestop gift cards, with 4x fuel points at kroger ill have plenty to help dim the higher prices (for now.) This Thursday ill put the final 200 on a gift card. My mom will be leaving for the weekend to my aunts so ill have some peace and quiet. So, that night ill gather up and store away my 360, to make room, as well as gather up all my 360 games except for my favorites and take them to gamestop or epic loot maybe (yeah they are started a video game store, me and nathan applied, wish usz luck,)
Then friday morning im going to run my 100+ coin jar to work and put it on a game stop gift card via coinstar (no tax or fee is taking out when you do this) so ill have enough to grab enough playstation store money to get transistor, a warframe and some weapons in warframe, then a little left over to put down some preorders.

SO yeah Leland and Nathan will hopefully join me (along with Cody who is looking for a new game to play on his PS4) will join me for a weekend of warframe.

At the same time im going Friday night to with my Dad to reflections, my brother restaruant (the only downside is that its an hour away =/ but with out mom complaining the whole way it should be fun, then we'll run out saturday to the air force museum (ive never been) so yeah. then after some food on the way back i might go clubbing with shawn and a few girls from work, so yeah this weekend is going to be busy as hell. But fun.

Ill post later about how the weekend went as well as my thoughts on the PS4 as i go.

Oh also, in the spirit of writing im going to do a superhero, written roleplay with some people with church, who are going to help me and Lazarus with another project, the roleplay has nothing to do with the other project but it will help us all get better at writing and have fun together.

Oh and because i can heres a small list of artists ive been listening too abunch lately
Icon for Hire
Twenty One Pilots
Fireflight
Bastille
Imagine Dragons