I'll admit, i saw it coming. I wasn't sure how long it would take, but i saw it coming. Well i saw two things coming, but one i promised not to tell and the other i'll keep quiet about for the sake of courtesy.
Anyway, the Scioto Hills retreat is this Friday! I cannot wait, i'm djing the dance party and i have a 4.6 hour list of music spread over 70 songs so this should be one great weekend!
On the other hand, due to recent developments my mind is splitting in two directions at full speed. Planning and conniving without my consent. I wanna just slow down and take it one day at a time but my mind just wants things to happen now. I know in the end it wouldn't be wise or tactful to do that though. I just wanna slow down, but i also think if i take it too slow i'll lose everything i hope for and long for again.
Whatever.
I convinced jenny to join nanowrimo with me. I am liking my idea but besides the world and some characters i'm not to sure where the plots gonna go. I guess we'll just have to find out. If nothing else i just hope to have fun writing again. its been way too long since i just wrote for fun.
Well Jen and Lee seem to be doing well, i'm happy for them, i just hope one day i can find someone, though also in the back of my mind i can accept the fact if i don't. it's all in God's hands, i just need to let him work in my life cause in the end he knows the best path for me to walk, the best people for me too meet and get to know.
I hope you're all having a good week, some i know are having trouble of your own but just remember God is with you and he won't give you something unless you can handle it. Maybe you can't on your own though, maybe he is giving you a trial just tough enough it makes you realize you need his help. i sure hope you take it. I promise you won't regret it.
Goodnight everyone.
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