Tuesday, October 19, 2010

bow chika wow wow

lol, im watching cloverfield right now on FX, Just got done messing with lee on minecraft servers he is now talking to max. I am bored out of my mind tho haha. I wanna play halo but i wanna be near a PC to talk with lee i get lonely lol.
i sadly don't have Reach yet, i need to wait till chase gets his bundle which amazon is the only place he can so thats another 2 weeks minimum *sigh*why wait on him you ask..im getting my copy from his bundle for like 50 bucks lololol

in other good news Sugoicon is 17 days away woot!
also i need to find a redheaded =girlfriend..for whatever reason my mom hates them ya know red heads..so i need a red haired girl friend =)

Quote- "No don't touch my Sheryl!" ~ Sabrina talking about her new laptop lol

Friday, October 15, 2010

Well i wish

i wish i could have my latest poem for you, ya know the one Emily, you saw me wearing a tutu and dancing..*sigh* anyway I'll have it up later
Well more and more crap is spiraling downward around me and once again i can't do crap about it. I care so much for my friend i want to be there for them be a shoulder to cry on, and hand to lift them up and a smile to lift their spirits...but I'm as blind as a puppy. I guess all i can do is pray, and try to keep going...too all my friends who read this no matter what your going through don't give up cause me and your other friends are here for ya, friends are a second family so don't think for one second were not here for you...=)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Yipee Kai Yay Mother F*****!

Yep, watchin Die hard, one of the greatest movies of all time.
So we didn't go to sheumers, lelands dad was all grr no! so yeah. So leland came over we sparred with are swords, i won them all of course lol. Then we went inside to duel i won again, then we played a bit of halo before we left. All in all a fun time. I also talked to emily and bra a lot more this weekend. Sempai Emily taught me much about japanese culture. =) Or would it be sensei emily? yeah sensei,. what ev. Pedobear aprroves! lol jk jk.
I also have a poem for you guys and girls to comment on.

Why oh why do I?
Happy times have come and gone.
Sad times have come again.
Why oh why
Can't I get you off my mind
Why oh why
Can't i forget your smile?
That twinkle in your eyes
Oh how it haunts me even now
Why oh why
Do I still hear you laugh
Why oh why
Do i still taste you on my lips
Why oh why
Is it every time i close my eyes
I see you standing there, smiling at me?


Oh also, im thinking about doing that Valdito thing for nano, or at least the middle part idk, we'll see. Comment on me your thoughs on what i should do for nano....

Quote: "Only someone foolish enough to love a girl like that can be called my son. You truly are a Son of Chaos."

Friday, October 1, 2010

woot!

Thank you giggles for Finlay posting on your blog =)
Anyway, my space bar is all bleh so if there are spots with out spaces, sorry. Lelands was fun. Dueled cam, kicked his ass....and beat lee but he wasn't feeling it so. Can't wait for tomorrow, i shall win!! hopefully. So right now, since i couldn't stay to watch iron man 2 =( i am eating Doritos and drinking OJ, so good! Listening to 5FDP, epic. Um and i was just really happy today. Felt good, i don't know why. Also i like my intuition. Ya see, when im chatting with a friend i hear their voice in my head, and see their face. And when they said hi and just a few lines, i could feel something was up. they didn't tell me or really do anything abnormal. I just felt it....and i took a chance and asked if they were ok. They were just thinking and were a little mad and annoyed and stuff. so i talked to them for a while and idk...i just feel good when i can talk to my friends and know they trust me enough, and know that i am there for them. So thank you to all my friends who've trusted me. Im glad i could be there for you. =) Also, i know you said it's ok, but i have to say...Im sorry i made your cry, i didn't mean to!

This sore throat sucks! I can't stop coughing, cough drops don't work anymore, and my headaches keeps coming back...*sigh* Oh The Office started back up. Been pretty good so far. It's gonna suck when Michael leaves tho....
Oh also i can't wait for Taylor bday, he says if he can he's gonna have us all over for a night of Magic the gathering and d&d =)

Quote: HAX! (sorry didn't know what else to put)

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Storm vs Lightning...so far (not edited fully yet)

The small baby hit man Reborn led the two guardians of storm and lightning to the Dojo. “Tell me again why we have to fight each other?” Asked Cain, the storm guardian, uneasy about fighting a friend. “Its simple really. You two can work well together. Thus you must know each others limits, strengths and weaknesses.
No better way then fighting each other to your best abilities.” The little hit man grinned under his fedora. A small green
gecko named Leon slept lazily on the side of the brim. Jason smiled and patted Cain on the back. “Don’t worry I won’t beat you up to much.” Grinning Jason continued hands
in his pocket. His box weapon dangling from a chain on his belt loops. On his left hip rest a long sword in its scabard. On
his back a simple round shield. His choice of weapons. Cain signed and murmured to Jason’s remark. Slowly putting on old and torn gloves. They looked to be brown leather
with patches on them. Reborn opened the doors and they entered a large white room. “Hurry to your corners. I’ll be a
referee.” The baby said. The two friends exchanged nods and went to opposite sides. Jason took out his shield and focused.
The front of his shield burst into a light blue flame. Its main body leading to large spikes of flames. Then On the outsides
of the shield a green lightning appeared. These two flames were the dying will flames of Jason the Valdito Family's lightning
guardian. He drew his swords and it sparked to life with lightning, the green flame was the strongest of the seven sky flames
and made his sword impossible to break. On the other end Cain focused his will into his gloves and in a flash of red and violet his gloves became black
gloves with sliver rings on the back, his left hand had a red stone in the ring. While his right had a violet stone. The red
gem had a minus sign in sliver on it, while the cloud had a plus sign. Each giving off the same color flame as the stone. Red
was storm, the flame of destruction. The violet the Cloud flame, the flame of absorption. The stared at one another for a solid minute, waiting for the Tutor(Reborn was a Tutor to the the Vongola Decimo
boss, Tsunayoshi Sawada) to start the fight. “Begin!” Releasing the flames from his palms Cain rushed Jason. Taking a single step forward with his left foot he held his
shield and blocked the blow from Cain’s left punch, the rain flame splashed over Cain. And quickly Jason spun on his left
foot and around to Cain’s right bringing blade the blade up. Blocking with his hand the sword hit the gem, and the Cloud
flame absorbed the blow and a small violet shield made of cloud flame grew. Jason swore and backed up. Focusing his will, Cain shot a small ball of storm flame. The lightning guardian simple
swatted it out of the air with his long sword. Sparks went of the blade as it made contact. Taking a sideways stance, his
right hip facing Cain, Jason dashed forward his shield jetting him across the gap. His sword, lightning pulsed along the
blade, and thrust is forward. Cain adapted and manipulating the cloud flame made a gauntlet and parried the blow then sending
a blast from his left hand to follow up. Jason saw it coming smashing his shield into the ground he unleashed rain and
lightning flame to jet up. His lightning flame on his sword became more solid and soon his blade was greene sparks crackling
off. As he floated above the storm guardian he shot a bolt of lightning from the weapon. The storm guardian barely managed to
block it, but the impact still sent him flying. Jason used the calming effect of the rain flame to float down safely. “You see buddy, When you attacked me, the rain flame slowed you down. As it is the flame of tranquility and calm.
Your reactions became just slow enough.” Smiling Jason knelt and placed his shield in front of him. “Ha, should have known. Well I’m guessing you already know that I using the clouds absorbing powers to grow when it
took the blow?” “Of course, it would make sense with that stupid addition sign on it.” The lightning guardian spit his tongue out at
Cain who simple laughed it off. “No fooling around, keep fighting.” Yelled the Tutor. “Wait, I have a question, why didn’t my storm flame destroy your rain flames…?” “Please notice the second flame.” The lightning sparked all across the shield. “Darn, its protecting it from other flamers while still letting it be used. Very nice. That one will be hard to
beat.” He smiled the gathered a large ball of storm flame and smashed it into his right glove. The cloud absorbed the blow
and the shield of violet flame grew bigger. “What!” “Hm, that’s right I don’t need to take blows from you.” He then sped forward and just before reaching him rose up
into the air. And as Jason’s eyes followed he sent a volley of flame. Raising his shield Jason blocked those that would have
hit him. The others fell about him setting the floor ablaze. Cain dropped and smashed into the shield with his violet
gauntlet of flames and as it absorbed the flames of lightning as it sent bolts to deflect the cloud flame, it became larger
and larger. The lightning guardian had to act fast. Moving the shield to the side only a bit he thrust up, and as it grazed
Cain’s arm it sent sparks out and knocked him off. And before he could land Jason rushed at him. Raising his sword he sent a bolt out. Shaping the cloud flames Cain curled up and formed a small shield that took on the
bolt, but the bolt was tp strong and riped the cloud flame, they could only take on so much and So Cain’s shoulder hit the
ground. Luckily his was spinning and it only bruised. The two warriors stood. Eyes locked. “Your good.” Said Cain. “Yeah, you too man. But now, lets get this really started.” He reached down, and with his left hand grabbed the small
box from his chain. He unhooked it and held it up. Cain reached inside his over coat and grabbed two also. One purple and the
other red. Jason’s was green. The storm guardian had two rings one on each on his hands. On his left hand he had a silver
class ring with a ruby in it. He lit it with the storm flame and a small red flame wavered. On his right hand a simple silver
ring with a square top which had a lower case lambda on it (a Greek L) in it was lit with a cloud flame. He inserted the
rings into the boxes, which had small holes on one side. Jason lit a similar class ring except with an emerald and lightning
flame. The boxes opened, two balls of flame came from Cain’s boxes. Two small ferrets were summoned. One with red flaming
paws, tail and collar, Harold. The other, Jess, had purple flames. Jason’s box opened and as the flame cleared a baby armadillo laid on the floor, still sleeping, small green sparks
running down its back. “Come on wake up Tex, we got to fight.” The little animal's eyes blinked. After stretching it finally
stood watching Cain’s ferrets carefully. “Now, shall we begin the real fight?” Cain asked. “Bring it.” Replied the lightning guardian, Cain's ferrest and Jason's amradillo's eyes met, and became serious. To Reborn it was going great, they matched blow for blow but now that they had their box animals out anything could
happen. In fact he had yet to see any of the guardians cambio forms yet. Tex roled upinto a ball bouncing up, lighting
pulsing over her shell. "Good, attack formation Tex." The Armadillo shot off toward Cain. Jess, the cloud ferret jumped and
blocked the hit and latched on to the animal. As it absorbed flames it jumped off. The violet flames on its body grew. Then
they detatched and started form ing another little ferrets. "Good work Jess, thats my girl." Smiling the storm guardian admired his animals power. The ability to take flames its taken
and make copies of itself. The ferret jumped on the storm ferrets back and taking flames created two more clones. Harold
then growled and attacked Jason."Tex, defense formation." Coming back around it blocked the hit from Harold. Who attacked again. Tex was to slow, Jason
ddged the small rodent then dashed forward and sent bolts at the clones over loading them and destroying then. He then
slashed at Cain who blocked with his right and the shield grew. Behind them Tex blocked Harold's advances. While Jess went to
help her brother.

A longer poem than the last

Golden Locks By Me
Hands of gentle and delicate
Grasp my heart
Squeeze and squeeze
The life from me
Every day, my heart
Breaks more and more
Her golden Locks
Stone grey eyes
Love born again
But, my hearts still break away
From one another
And yet, Love endures
Forever oh evermore
Or does it?
You tell me
My love lost
Is our passion forgotten?
Or should i move on
To she with Golden locks
Eyes of grey, and hands of gentle and delicate?

So glad i starting writing again =)

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

random short poem

Stone grey eyes
Golden locks
Love burns once gain
But, hearts break anyway - Me

Quote: "I could break my heart a thousand times over, without even moving." - Me, leland says it beautiful don't know why but *shrugs*