Because im unoriginal ill title my blogs after code geass episodes. anyway i guess ill start ranting, it seems to help leland so why not give it a shot.
I want it know that in my heart all i want is the best for you, if he realizes this too and finally treats you like a man should then so be it, so long as your happy. But if he doesn't start showing you how much you mean to him then you need to rethink your position. I understand you love him but the love of one person doesn't make a relationship! its the combined, complimentary love and compassion of two people that make a relationship possible. I may just a friend that you see as a brother-figure buti hope you see one day that i care for you more then a friend or sister-figure!
so yeah thats all i got. i doubt anyone reads this anymore, but im ok with that i just needed to get this off my chest. I'm going to go play video games or something now
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Thursday, November 15, 2012
WoopWoopWoopWoopWoop!
SO been working at krogers for about two months now. Its not easy, it can get frustrating with people but overall its good. Im just so thankful i have a job, I thank God every day i have t since so many are without work.
Scioto hills, the fall retreat i went on with my church was so..awesome! it touched me, it made me open up, it broke me down and forced me to really be myself which i think my friends can agree is a really goofy nutball! and because of the fall retreat i got to see the true side of a girl i've liked and it made me really wanna connect with her, which ive been doing.
Oh, i went to the Halo 4 midnight retreat with chaseballs so that was fun. Helped him and Leland pay fot there copies since it was a game that brought us all together. also got leland some xbox live so he can play with us =D
The two people who read this blog know the girl im talking about but incase she reads this i won't mention her name, though it's not like ive been very shy to her i talk to her almost every day or at least try to so xD
Anyway ive started rewatching smallville, im on season 3 now, i own seasons 1 -4 so i need to get more, but ive recently decided to start my chaos daemon army for warhammer 40k which is expensive and i need to save up for car insurance =/
I decided not to compete in NaNoWriMo this year, with the release of halo 4, and my driving lessons and work i just dint think id have the time. but maybe ill do it myself some other month. I just need an idea i like enough to stick with!
Well Max since i know you read this, or at least i hope you still do, how you doing! i havent talked to you in a while.
Ok im tired so goodnight y'all, and if you ever read this goodnight, Siha.
Scioto hills, the fall retreat i went on with my church was so..awesome! it touched me, it made me open up, it broke me down and forced me to really be myself which i think my friends can agree is a really goofy nutball! and because of the fall retreat i got to see the true side of a girl i've liked and it made me really wanna connect with her, which ive been doing.
Oh, i went to the Halo 4 midnight retreat with chaseballs so that was fun. Helped him and Leland pay fot there copies since it was a game that brought us all together. also got leland some xbox live so he can play with us =D
The two people who read this blog know the girl im talking about but incase she reads this i won't mention her name, though it's not like ive been very shy to her i talk to her almost every day or at least try to so xD
Anyway ive started rewatching smallville, im on season 3 now, i own seasons 1 -4 so i need to get more, but ive recently decided to start my chaos daemon army for warhammer 40k which is expensive and i need to save up for car insurance =/
I decided not to compete in NaNoWriMo this year, with the release of halo 4, and my driving lessons and work i just dint think id have the time. but maybe ill do it myself some other month. I just need an idea i like enough to stick with!
Well Max since i know you read this, or at least i hope you still do, how you doing! i havent talked to you in a while.
Ok im tired so goodnight y'all, and if you ever read this goodnight, Siha.
Monday, September 17, 2012
Another few months have gone by sinc ei last posted. School started for all my friends, but i got a job at krogers as a bag boy so woo! I am gonna save up for sugoi and to get a new warhammer army. Also church is going well, been fairly active and plan to go on out fall retreat. Anyway i need sleep xD Night!
Thursday, June 14, 2012
holy crap...
i haven't posted on here in forever. my bad. Well...im graduated...no job but im done with school so woot!
been trying to hang with leland and people as much as i can before summer ends, cause it may not have started technically (season wise) but it WILL go fast so i wanna make the most of it.
anyway last week i entered a cardfight vanguard tournament at epic loot. i dominated making second only losing to brandon which i am very proud of. and since hes gone this weekend me and leland are entering, hopefully lee has fun. only person i will have to watch out for is justin i think and any new people.
oh and on homebase MAX JOINED! also working with Carley on an Avatar RP should be fun!
anyway ima go get on xbox or something bai!
been trying to hang with leland and people as much as i can before summer ends, cause it may not have started technically (season wise) but it WILL go fast so i wanna make the most of it.
anyway last week i entered a cardfight vanguard tournament at epic loot. i dominated making second only losing to brandon which i am very proud of. and since hes gone this weekend me and leland are entering, hopefully lee has fun. only person i will have to watch out for is justin i think and any new people.
oh and on homebase MAX JOINED! also working with Carley on an Avatar RP should be fun!
anyway ima go get on xbox or something bai!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
SUGOI!
Thats right sugoi con is here this weekend and im so excited!
Ima try and make darkworlds, but we'll see. Im hoping sleeping samurai is there at sugoi this year it would make this once again my favorite conventions. It'll be Ben's second con and rachels first sugoi so yay!
anyway just two more days, cant wait to hang with all my friends and see Shlee and Joe again.
Ima try and make darkworlds, but we'll see. Im hoping sleeping samurai is there at sugoi this year it would make this once again my favorite conventions. It'll be Ben's second con and rachels first sugoi so yay!
anyway just two more days, cant wait to hang with all my friends and see Shlee and Joe again.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Game 1
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